From the recording Mass Powetry
Lyrics
Prod/Mix/Mast by Nicolas
Trumpet by Tamon Oshimo
Writen & Exec Prod by Ngangare Eric "1key"
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[Verse 1]
To leave or not to leave...
When it's a catch 22, I hope life equips you
I believe in your strength too much to try to fix you
I ain't trynna be nobody's hero
My attachment degree is zero
I'm quick to go where ecstasy calls
Ask my ex in-laws, I'm a free soul
You blink, you miss me, I travel light
No need to convince me otherwise, I'm a troubled mind
Playing hide and seek with logic and desire
Blurred line between self love and egocentricity
When you're a sole child, normalcy tend to be eccentricity
How am I unfaithful if I'm loyal to my desire?
To be truthful I'm grateful, I have more than I require
Let it be if it brings me satisfaction
My emotions unsteady like the waves of the ocean
I've been trynna write this song
for a while now
Emotions in circles
I've been trynna right my wrongs
but it's aight now
[Verse 2]
From shadows of hate to bright faces of love
I allow myself to taste with gratitude the spaces above
All layers of preconceived clouds that crowd my soul
Girl if your love ain't no net, why do I feel trapped
I flirt on the internet as a remedy for my handicapped
Fantasies of dark skin squirting her life out
Nails under my skin, body is spasm calling for a time out
There's shades of my black that will probably disgust you
Traces of trashy ways concealed when it's us two
Change takes time and will to adjust to
I'm sorry if you feel like I misjudged you
I see your efforts and appreciate you
I do, why else do you think I'm stuck with you?
In this clash of identities, all I have is this melodic armistice
If you decide to leave I'll understand it's poetic justice
I've been trynna write this song
for a while now
Emotions in circles
I've been trynna right my wrongs
but it's aight now
[Outro: Anonymous]